I haven't updated recently. I totally forgot about my blog... my bad! Oh well. So I got my sleeping schedule screwed up again. So much for not being able to get a job. I've applied at like 5 places this month and haven't heard from any. Fuck it. I'll just wait to get a job at a hospital after I'm done with my Medical Assisting degree. I don't think I'll be sticking around here afterward.

I decided I'm selling my violin and my guitar. I'm kind of sad.. but I really need the money plus I never sat down and played any. I still play the piano every once in while, how can I not? Maybe I'll pick up the violin or guitar in another decade, but I highly doubt it. I'll probably just stick to my piano playing.

I have been keeping up with my exercising. I'm super sore even though I haven't even done 100 crunches in the past two days. My mind keeps telling me to do more and more but I can't because I don't want to overwork myself. I need to do some push-ups today until I can't do anymore.

Well anyway, I'm probably boring you. I'm either going to go sleep or watch the first season of True Blood. By the way, the Bear's kicked ass on Sunday! They are going to kickass this weekend because they play the Seattle Seahawk's, should be an easy win! I want to start getting into fantasy football, but I don't know a whole hell of a lot about football.

Hello

So I finished the 2nd season of Grey's Anatomy. I loved it! But the final episode was so sad.. I wish Danny didn't have to die. =( I can't wait to get the 3rd season of it. I hope Meredith chose McDreamy, haha. I'm debating whether or not to start the 1st season of ER. First I have to exercise before I do anything. I am back down to weighing 150, yay! My goal is to get to 130 by January.
So last night I got really drunk. I had about 8 beers. I'm not proud of myself. I don't want to get that drunk again for along while.. but it was very much needed at the time. Luckily I did not get a hangover or throw up, I never do! I'm going to try and not get drunk until New Year's.
So The Bear's are doing awesome this year so far. I hope they beat the Packer's on Sunday. I hate that team... like a lot.

Responsibilties suck but its time to grow up!

Stupid paypal account isn't letting me verify my credit card and I have DVD's I need to pay for on Ebay. Damn paying through paypal why can't I just directly pay with my credit card?? It would make life so much easier.

Yesterday I did nothing at all but watch the 2nd season of Roswell. I really need to exercise today but I doubt I will. I also need to go to the post office. I actually decided to call my gynecologist today. I'm dreading going back there in November. On October 17th I need to get my 2nd shot for cervical cancer. Then 6 months from there I need to get my last one. In November I need to get a pap smear.. favorite thing to do in the whole world... yeah fuckin right! pap smears suck! Why do us women have to go through all this shit!!? I still need to decide when to get a first mammogram also.

My life in a nutshell

Here is a list of the shows I am watching.

-Grey's Anatomy
-Roswell
-Desperate Housewives
-Gilmore Girl's
-Weed's
-True Blood

Can you tell I have no life? I'm counting down the month's until I leave for college. Then my life will actually become more exciting, excluding the homework part of it. I will be going full-time only for two semester's until I receive my diploma in Medical Transcription. The college I will be attending is North Iowa Area Community College in Mason City, IA about 3.5 hours away from home. I'm hoping to God I don't get homesick and want to come home every weekend.

So when I don't watch DVD's on my laptop I am usually exercising with my exercise ball or reading. I read all day yesterday. I have been reading all day today since I woke up at 7 in the morning. Shocker! I know. I finally have gotten my sleeping schedule regulated once again. I really don't like being awake all day to tell you the truth. I am more comfortable being awake all night. Why? Don't ask me. The night just relaxes me and puts me more at ease than the day I guess.

Anyway since I have been exercising a lot and drinking a shit ton of water I've been feeling healthier and my skin has cleared up a lot from drinking a lot of water. I'm feeling pretty damn good. I haven't exercised in a couple of day's though because my dog's got my bedroom carpet muddy and I'm too lazy to go get the vacuum cleaner from downstairs. Maybe I'll make an effort to do that today. Damn dog's.